Dear folks...

Thanks for all the concern, I am feeling a lot better now...

Well, to make things clearer, actually that girl is living in a very happy family of her own, she is very rich(trust me, her drawer got few k($) lying around), but sometimes maybe her parents neglect her gua... so she likes it better in my house, and u guys know my mum la, I mean, she is damn nice to me/my sis' friends...

I did talk to my mum about it, and she said that since the girl makes her and my dad happy, I should try to compromise... quarrelled with her lo, but at the end she finally learned that I am really feeling bad with all the attention they're giving to her.. at least now she's being more sensitive to me. That girl has ceased to come so frequently now(now about 1-2 times per week), so when I don't see her I don't feel anything. To tell the truth she really makes me feel jealous coz my parents like her so much... and she has other qualities that I don't like lah, but dun wanna elaborate here...

With regards to the Penang trip, I have decided to go, but I will spend more time with my friends over there... so it's like compromising lah... nothing more I can do... I'll have to endure the 4 hr drive in the car with her lo... but since I have calmed down liao I think I'll be okay.

Thanks for you guys' understanding... coz I talked to a few ppl, they asked me to be more adult, dun be so childish... which made me angrier than ever >_<

Now busy with Orientation activities for the January intake in 2005. I'm in charge of the ice-breaking team, so right now writing a proposal for the Department of Student Affairs. Because of this activity I got to know one of our ChongHwa seniors... 94 one but retain one year. Quite lengzai pun. Hahahaha...

Other than that doing my final year project... trying to find out where is good for postgrad studies... research punya... if anyone free pls check for me lah... in your respective countries ma..

Japanese class also move into intensive mode liao... 4 hrs per week, quite shuang!! One to one tuition with my jap teacher... her name is Ito.

OKler u guys, hope to see u ppl soon.