Dear folks...

Thanks for all the concern, I am feeling a lot better now...

Well, to make things clearer, actually that girl is living in a very happy family of her own, she is very rich(trust me, her drawer got few k($) lying around), but sometimes maybe her parents neglect her gua... so she likes it better in my house, and u guys know my mum la, I mean, she is damn nice to me/my sis' friends...

I did talk to my mum about it, and she said that since the girl makes her and my dad happy, I should try to compromise... quarrelled with her lo, but at the end she finally learned that I am really feeling bad with all the attention they're giving to her.. at least now she's being more sensitive to me. That girl has ceased to come so frequently now(now about 1-2 times per week), so when I don't see her I don't feel anything. To tell the truth she really makes me feel jealous coz my parents like her so much... and she has other qualities that I don't like lah, but dun wanna elaborate here...

With regards to the Penang trip, I have decided to go, but I will spend more time with my friends over there... so it's like compromising lah... nothing more I can do... I'll have to endure the 4 hr drive in the car with her lo... but since I have calmed down liao I think I'll be okay.

Thanks for you guys' understanding... coz I talked to a few ppl, they asked me to be more adult, dun be so childish... which made me angrier than ever >_<

Now busy with Orientation activities for the January intake in 2005. I'm in charge of the ice-breaking team, so right now writing a proposal for the Department of Student Affairs. Because of this activity I got to know one of our ChongHwa seniors... 94 one but retain one year. Quite lengzai pun. Hahahaha...

Other than that doing my final year project... trying to find out where is good for postgrad studies... research punya... if anyone free pls check for me lah... in your respective countries ma..

Japanese class also move into intensive mode liao... 4 hrs per week, quite shuang!! One to one tuition with my jap teacher... her name is Ito.

OKler u guys, hope to see u ppl soon.

wah... din know tht would cause such a hustle... i went to leemin's family trip at JM2 =p and ofcoz by tht time, their family can only get together 4 times a yr, during the long breaks. Come to think of it... i would be upset if my bro's friend follows us to our family trip...
but really, i wouldnt know wot to do if i were u.... anyway, from a 'someone else's pt of view, i think i'll just go and try to make myself accept tht girl. i hate outsiders in my family trip but it would be worse if tht makes me miss the trip.
aih, it reminds me of last yr when i went home. my dad and mom went to china, then my whole family went to a cruise trip to phuket. Only my lil bro(fortunately he was there, or i'll definately cry...) and i were at home... coz i was working for LCF's dad. then my 2nd bro went to his grad trip. and only until 3 wks later after i went home that everybody was finally HOME! hav to say tht's not a very pleasant experience... as 1/12 fell in one of the days where everyone was on the cruise trip. they did get me lots of presents from thailand but it really gets sour when listening to them telling me all the fun they had on the cruise.
In a nut shell, dun let anything ruin ur family trip!!! hahaha... after all tht blabbing, a harsh conclusion...=P dun listen, got a bit emotional there.

dear june,try to talk to your parents,express your feelings,why you dont like that girl,why and how should an outsiders involve in one;s family for such a long period.is that bcos her house got burned down or is she too young to take care of herself?all of these couldnt make any senses .i would suggest solving the problems by communicate.try over and over,arguement only make things worse...
and for the penang trip,its hard to decide whether you go or stay.think you have to think them over yourselves.go?mayb you dont like the girl and ruin the whole party,or mayb you wont fell like enjoying the trip.stay?maybe you can earn some time calm your self down,also for your family,but who knows what will happens if you didnt go?

hope to hear any good news from you soon:))